I keep thinking to myself, “its the end of semester you can do this” but its really not. Realistically here, its only about midway through the semester and I’m so busy it just feels like the end. Its been a bit of a rough semester and I hope that it’ll be better in the Spring.

I’m taking time out of the work to actually blog, because I haven’t and naturally that looks sort of bad, but it can’t be helped. I’m working on a portfolio concept, looking for jobs to keep in mind when I graduate, planning an engagement photoshoot, trying to determine what to do next semester for my Advanced Studio and maintaining a social life on top of that.  As much as I love being busy, it is getting to be a bit much.

Lack of blogging also comes from lack of sleep which is slowly getting better. I’ve basically been plauged by really horrible dreams for the last 2 weeks which is leaving the situation very much like Fight Club and no one wants that.

Well I might a little.

The last days of Autumn. Which is sad. The winter isn't as fun.

The constant busyness is somewhat nice. Its been a really nice way to keep myself occupied. Today I had some downtime though so did a bit of a photoshoot, played video games and spent time with my cat who, I fear, has been feeling neglected with the busyness.

Lots of anxiety though. Things have been really up in the air and leaving myself in a very tough situation. Luckily I do have someone here who was there to comfort me when I needed it.

Some photos from today.

So its Friday.  Finally. Due to Thanksgiving it was a four day week, but it sure felt like two weeks rolled into a mere four days.  Its been busy with projects, midterms, papers and its not letting up for a bit either.

Running around with lots of work to do has been fun. Occasionally I’ve been taking some time to be social too which has been nice. Its gotten me away from only being around to deal with other people’s problems, which I love to do, but I needed a bit of a break.  I’ve been finding myself somewhat emotionally drained lately which in turn connects to creative drain which is bad since there is still a large part of the semester left. I’ve been taking every moment I can do hang out with people who I feel easy and relaxed around. Its been acting as a sort of battery to help recharge that energy and has been such a great help.  There just seems to be so much bad, or presumed bad, going on with everyone I know, but the truth is I really can’t help all the time. I just don’t have it in me.

Fairly social weekend (with a bit of work) a play tonight, gaming, and then another play on Tuesday should keep me fairly busy and social which is nice.

Everything I’m doing is working towards a portfolio. That is my current semester “big project.” Portfolio class involves me trying to define myself as an artist and then come up with an idea for some kind of interactive portfolio. The only problem is finding a way to define myself as an artist. This is hard as I’ve got my hand in a thousand different things and I don’t feel I stand out in any area.

I was also invited by a Prof to go to a creativity workshop in Novemeber. It should be a really fun weekend with some friends, being creative, learning together and just hanging out. The people all going from school are amazing and so is the opportunity. I can’t even believe that I get to go and spend three days in Banff with industry people. Hopefully enough to make some connections for when I graduate.

Portfolio Piece-The shirt is one that I designed. Ian graciously modeled it so I could include it in my portfolio.